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December 18, 2007,12:05:00 AM

well...slept pretty late tis mornin like at 4am...and i was suppose to meet phyllicia for breakfast but i was TOO tired that i cancelled it..sorry dao..i'll make it up to u ok..so at about 3.15,i reached singapore inline which is at queen's rd and met deborah there for training..debs wanted to work and i need to recap on my coachin so mr law was there teachin us theory...he's so funny!but dun catch him when he's real angry,seriously not a pretty sight at all to see...after that,i came home and jus slack all the way to now...haha...wanted to go esplanade with jerome and zee to skate but then...i was alr on the bus back home when jerome invited me along so like forget it haha...too lazy to get off and change bus.

have u ever felt like when something or someone leaves u after being with u for quite sometime,its like something is missin?and sometimes when u feel that that something is missin,u wanna replace or return that thing back to where u're use to it being at?people sometimes say that wads then is then and wads now is now...and that when u're in the present,don't time so much about the painful past....all these kinds of quote or phrase are so easy to tell people but to actually do it or follow it takes super long and its real hard...i don't really know why i'm being so random but ya...
sometimes when people face problems or get into situations and they ignore as long as they can...usually wad people will tell them is that,the past will catch up with u or something like that...so don't avoid issues though it might be the easiest way out..yet again,easy to say,hard to do...honestly,i'm not too sure what my point of all tis is but its jus random thoughts thats all i guess...

u know wad makes me sad sometimes?is to think that even though i have frens that have known me for more than a yr and stuff and know me inside out,can jus judge me jus cause someone on the outside said something else about me and u believe them...don't u feel insulted?i mean...to have frens who jus push u away or dislike u jus cos someone from the outside who barely knows u comments badly about u and hear it and believe it though they know u so much better and knowin its not true yet still choose to believe...its jus hurtful i guess to be judged by people u love and care about...oh well..jus a thought hahaa...

Ever since i saw u that day...my mind has been buggin me...do u know how much u affect me?do u know how much i go through at night thinkin about it...so wad if new frens are made?do u think i'm loose or something and jus go here and there and be a slut or something...if u thought that,i'm so disappointed and offended cos that is totally not who i am and u know it...i feel like i regret what happened and at the same time,i don't...i'm so confused and it seems worse each night..i feel like i'm going insane..i feel like i'm jus plain crazy...and i really duno wad to do...i know i got to get myself together and move on cos tis is not like me at all...i'm suppose to be strong...can endure...but look at me...damn it!hate the feeling that all this has brought in me..jus because i see u ONCE after so long...i go haywire...f*** it!