Business Studies Year 2, Ngee Ann Polytechnic. Aries.
Alyssa
Bryant
Benedict
Bong
Claudia
Conrad
Fauzi
James Chan
Joey
Joshua
Karen
Leon
Leonard
Lynn
Matt
Marcus
Michelle
Naomi
Nicholas
Ning
Pamela
Pamela Tan
Paulina
Pauline
Sarah
Shaun Liew
Stef Bay
Victor
Yong Kun
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
January 2010
Credits to VICTORTOOSEXY
July 16, 2008,10:21:00 PM
I honestly don't know whats going on with me. it all started last week and i dont even know whats happening. My emotions are going haywire and as each event happens, it sometimes becomes worse.i'm starting to be quite negative and i'm honestly very sorry to who ever i may have offended. i really don't mean to. i'm sure i'll be back to the normal me soon.
You know, lately, whats going through my mind is all the "IFS" like what if... if only....but if...etc. i keep wanting things to be different but of course i know it can't. And lately, the stuff i hear just makes me feel more horrible.
Ok, i duno what i'm trying to say in this post, its all over the place but i'm just you know letting it out.
it feels like its all gone, everything we've worked for, everything we're gone through...its as if, just what you say can just destroy it all. Our memories, our hardships, our time spent, our efforts...just vanishing... You all just do what you guys want and not care about how the rest of us feel,how heartless can you get?? i may seem abit drama about it, but people who don't understand, please dont judge...
There's this box...it can store so many things inside it, but yet its always empty. No one wants to put anything inside of the box as its left in the open and its made of wood. they dont want their things to get wet and dirty when the wood gets wet.So the box remained empty throughout the years and even though it rained alot, the box never broke or anything due to the rain, neither did the box rot. Yet no one wanted the box, until one day, the Box finally broke into many pieces in a storm and after that day, people wondered where the box went ....etc the story goes on... its quite long but ok...ya.....
everything i said here, is damn random but oh well..........
Time & Friends
July 6, 2008,10:21:00 PM
This entry wont be too long...not alot of pictures and like not much really happening..Anyway, today had family dinner with all the relatives comin over to our place for a farewell as yvette is leaving for perth next week... and also to celebrate bailyn and my mom's birthday.
Everyone keeps asking me if i'll miss my sister....well, i honestly can't really answer them. i mean yvette and i have never really been close as sisters even when we were young.. it has gotten better, i also agree but then again, its not THAT close and like cause of poly and other activities, i'm usually not at home that much so i don't see her all the time. So i guess, i'm kinda use to the fact of not seeing her??But i mean i will of course miss her abit due to her arguements with my mom and all the nonsense she does but other than that, i guess i'll get use to it. I can't say much for now as she hasnt left yet but hopefully, i wont miss her la....hahah it'll be weird...some of u might know what i mean but that.
I just wanna say i'm sorry for not being there for you when u needed a friend... i really don't mean to...I hope u'll forgive me. i don't want u to suffer by urself...you're my friend...i don't want that to happen to u...even though sometimes everyone goes through it but u must never give up..everything happens for a reason...use the negativity you have and change it into something positive that will help yourself and maybe others in future who may go through it as well. Whatever it is, never give up on hope or happiness. Don't turn towards darkness... you will always have people who wanna help you and be there for you.. like shan and i. so i just wanna say i'm sorry again... and that you know i'm here for u, my friend :)