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PICTURE TIME YET AGAIN!!! :) :)

hey u'all..i know yet again, i havent been posting..i guess i've just been lazy and no mood la!!haha...anyway, lets see...the holidays just ended last week and during the holidays,some fun stuff happened. i had a TnB camp in school which was pretty fun cause i made new friends, i danced like an idiot, took stupid pictures, played games into the early morning with my friends...and i also had an outing with them the week after to bowl and caught a movie...Matthew totally owned us that day and to think it was all of us against him!hahaha...REMATCH PLEASE!! I also hung out with my awesome classmates but of course on somedays were to do projects but then we also had fun as we did work so i mean..comeon..thats great as well...i had trainings and went for a bbq to celebrate melvin's birthday at phyllicia's condo. i Hung out with my 2 darling besties...my sec sch class had a gathering at hog's breath at chjmes....busy time for me man..PLUS the assignments that we had to hand in during those weeks...like wow right...haha..

Now that school has just began yet again, it totally sucks..like no mood for it! and so many projects and presentations...stress man!!! but we need to take everything one step at a time or else! right??... Yesterday had training at SP and wow, SP is damn far but so is NP but still...going home after training was not fun and i kinda felt like i wasted some time there as training wasnt very productive. so i hope from now on, trainings will have better attendance and more productive cos i really want this team to be great :)

I really feel like i cant hold it anymore...i've really been endure all this time.i duno how much more i can take. you never understand, u never listen...u always think u listen but u dun, u always shut me up before i can go on. when will u ever get it??do u know how much u and them have affected me and made me feel so horrible??do u know how much i try but i'm not her!!who do u think i am??and u always ask me to appreciate u...and i do..but u always say i dont...i dun need u to do the same for me but dun put words in my mouth please....Everyday!!!do u know that u affect me so much!!!!do u know how much i hate it!!!everyone thinks u're damn nice,damn cool, and whatever...please stop acting...i'm going out of my mind already!!