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Alyssa ![]() December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 January 2010 ![]() ![]() Credits to VICTORTOOSEXY |
July 16, 2008,10:21:00 PM
I honestly don't know whats going on with me. it all started last week and i dont even know whats happening. My emotions are going haywire and as each event happens, it sometimes becomes worse.i'm starting to be quite negative and i'm honestly very sorry to who ever i may have offended. i really don't mean to. i'm sure i'll be back to the normal me soon. You know, lately, whats going through my mind is all the "IFS" like what if... if only....but if...etc. i keep wanting things to be different but of course i know it can't. And lately, the stuff i hear just makes me feel more horrible. Ok, i duno what i'm trying to say in this post, its all over the place but i'm just you know letting it out. it feels like its all gone, everything we've worked for, everything we're gone through...its as if, just what you say can just destroy it all. Our memories, our hardships, our time spent, our efforts...just vanishing... You all just do what you guys want and not care about how the rest of us feel,how heartless can you get?? i may seem abit drama about it, but people who don't understand, please dont judge... There's this box...it can store so many things inside it, but yet its always empty. No one wants to put anything inside of the box as its left in the open and its made of wood. they dont want their things to get wet and dirty when the wood gets wet.So the box remained empty throughout the years and even though it rained alot, the box never broke or anything due to the rain, neither did the box rot. Yet no one wanted the box, until one day, the Box finally broke into many pieces in a storm and after that day, people wondered where the box went ....etc the story goes on... its quite long but ok...ya..... everything i said here, is damn random but oh well.......... |