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August 28, 2008,4:30:00 PM
Okay!!haha... i shall be random here. just feel like bloggin for some reason.Lets see....
I should be in the holiday spirit right about now since well, it IS my holiday now but then, i feel like its very different? maybe because i'm so use to the whole everyone is on holiday together thing in secondary school, you know.. like the whole nov and dec holidays were everyone's schedule is about the same and everyone can hang together. but then , cause of the different schools and such, its kinda hard for that now. so hopefully, even though we're new to thing system, our friendships that we've had over the years will remain strong regardless or whatever.
Honestly, i'm not sure what exactly am i bloggin about but then i just feel like typing stuff out.
Its like talking out loud without having the need to actually say it. I think i've talked about my past before and stuff but i seriously miss my past. Though i fought constantly with my sister and got beaten by her alot and cried alot. but i mean it made me stronger. And before all the fighting, we actually got along pretty well, and i kinda miss those times when we were kids. all those family trips with my cousins and relatives, all those stupid games we played and all the havoc we caused but it was all in the name of fun. i miss family outings where we all actually got along. no arguements, no fighting, no conflicts, just enjoying the company of one another and having a blast!! its like as we grew older, our family moved further, or maybe just us and our parents.
the feeling of hating them yet you love them so much sucks. Every day someone has to argue with someone. everytime, there's always a misunderstood which no one wants to resolve. i mean in a sense we resolve it in forgiveness and just forget the matter but then by doing so, the matter never really gets resolved cause it keeps repeating and repeating and repeating.
I'm always told that your family is the one who understands you the best, who will never judge you, who knows you the best, who you can tell anything to. and YES, i believed that when i was a little girl. but lately, its not that easy to believe in that anymore. i have tried... but its like our tolerence for one another is going thin. i mean its not like we want that to happen, but it just keeps going on and on and on again. no one understands anyone anymore. LOVE is suppose to be something that brings a family together, but sometimes LOVE is the only thing holding them together. okay, maybe i don't make that much sense. i dont' know.... i'm just typing as i go along. i do love my family, and i appreciate everything they do for me even though i don;t express my appreciation though i MAY seem to dislike them ALOT but then its just external irritations like in all families. not too sure what i'm getting at...
this was SOOOO..not the topis i wanted to type about but it just popped in my head.